26 February 2017

Nausea

Have you ever been so nauseated that you wished you could actually vomit on command to vomit it all out get some semblance of relief?
I reckon that is how sadness comes. As a big bout of nausea. So much so that you pray to every god in heaven to be able to vomit it out. But how do you vomit out sadness? Its just inherently always there. Just always.

Its a sadness that comes in waves. Big waves in a sea and you keep sinking. You keep trying to keep your head above the water but there's only so much you can tread. There is nothing but water. You keep treading the water. The waves keep getting bigger. Almost as if your presence in the water is giving power to the waves and they grow bigger each time. Your arms get heavier as they tire out. You slowly start to give up.



How do you vomit out sadness?


14 February 2017

Midnight Valentine

it took oceans in-between to brings us together
we spoke in abundance and dainty kind
but somewhere it never rhymed
when we used to chime, Midnight Valentine
 
hearts were broken
in dreams we wept
 
lovers lost, but friends we gained
maybe in a land that doesn't matter, we will forever reign



*lack of grammar is intentional*